Come Undone

“Come undone…are you crazy if I come undone the sky will fall? I am responsible and I am responsiblitied OUT! I can’t complain, how dare I with my privileged first world problems. The dog needs to be walked, get the kid off to school, run the companies, call a team meeting, the house is a fucking mess, call the housekeeper, get kids passport ordered, get hip-hop costume bought, get her math homework done, scratch all their heads, buy raw-dog food for over-privledged dogchild, fuck my husband, hold his hand, love him, book the vacation, go hustle & get the cash to pay for the tuition, the vacation, the life that continues to ask and ask and ask.. But.. come undone.. it would all sink..I love all of it, I asked for all of it, I created it, how dare I let it all fall down. If Sekhmet comes out from under all this ..the world will bleed, heads will roll and it will all fall apart. I let her come out to play once and felt her power…I sunk into character for a taste of demons blood, she scared the living shit out of me! I don’t know how to come undone!”